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It hurts.

Fun day and site update.


Today was a semi productive day. I did everything I was meant to. I had an Acai bowl with my siblings and touched up the report a bit more since my meeting got postponed until next week because my boss was too busy. I also spoke with F. as it was his birthday today and he was very happy. Also, I was successful in jailbreaking the iPod after many failed attempts and now I can SSH into it, see the battery % and a bunch more cool things. As you might be able to see I also reworked the site layout to have 1 page per day and a homepage with a tree listing of all entries. Just before going to sleep I'll read some more and think what I should do tomorrow.

I'm thinking that if she's willing to talk things out I should already be able to message her as enough time has passed, however, because I'm aware of some personal plans she had that right now she is going to be stressed and so I will give her next week free (if she's stressed it'll be no good) and the next one (I'm in Salzburg) to rest and cool off again. Then it all lines up perfectly to text her again on the 6th just as planned. If she is willing to meet up I think there is a real chance of us getting together, if she's still mad then no chance. Although I did love her very much I can't wait forever and if she's not willing to talk thinks through then I won't wait. It will definitely hurt a lot as right now I still have that bit of hope that she will get back with me. It's hard.