Stabbed.
Right now I feel as if you stabbed me. Why are you telling everything to people who aren't even your friends? It feels so unfair and wrong. Now, I am evil just because you only portrayed what is of your interest. FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU. I want to wait to speak to you and at the same time I want I want to forget everything, to rewrite history so that we were never together. You are abusive. Why do you only hurt me? What should I do? 6 weeks, 8 weeks, 12 weeks no contact?? I'm about to crumble.
I went out with my uni friends and it was meh. Would not repeat. I'm really tired and I've done nothing for my work report. I have a meeting tomorrow at 12 AM. These last days I have not been exercising. I could try doing some swimming, I don't know. I just want this to be over. I have no aspirations for life.